I have been down all week, well........I had a real crappy week. Not able to study properly, angry with anything and everything, not even talking to my family that well. I have been having this really irritating backpain which has been bugging me for quite some time....
Had to take an MRI 'coz of all the pain........guess what, I have Spina Bifida Occulta!!!(medical term for a congenital anomaly in my spine). Nothing major to worry about, but I don't think I will ever be able to do a lot of strenuous work in my life. I have been advised a week of rest and also some medicines to ease the pain!!!. I just feel so dejected! Can't explain it. I am a doctor.......I am supposed to understand..but I don't! Whatever! Its like suddenly I have lost interest in everything........maybe the feeling will pass.......feeling angry with my hubby too...... Can't help it....I know what I am doing is not right.......isolating myself........I guess thats just the way I am.
I hope the mood passes soon enough. What I need is my friends, wine, couple of *you rock gal* attitude from everyone :D and some great songs to get me by....The one that has caught my fancy right now is the one below. Hope u all are having a great weekend. take care y'all
Had to take an MRI 'coz of all the pain........guess what, I have Spina Bifida Occulta!!!(medical term for a congenital anomaly in my spine). Nothing major to worry about, but I don't think I will ever be able to do a lot of strenuous work in my life. I have been advised a week of rest and also some medicines to ease the pain!!!. I just feel so dejected! Can't explain it. I am a doctor.......I am supposed to understand..but I don't! Whatever! Its like suddenly I have lost interest in everything........maybe the feeling will pass.......feeling angry with my hubby too...... Can't help it....I know what I am doing is not right.......isolating myself........I guess thats just the way I am.
I hope the mood passes soon enough. What I need is my friends, wine, couple of *you rock gal* attitude from everyone :D and some great songs to get me by....The one that has caught my fancy right now is the one below. Hope u all are having a great weekend. take care y'all
10 comments:
Well 'not able to do strenuous work' is better that 'not able to work at all' :)
So keep your chin up and ull soon get over this feeling...
Dont forget your motto!!!
"having life with a glass half filled with "ice", so that I can be cool enough to face most of the things in life. "
Hope you feel better soon!
hey anju..u r a strong girl..just give urself some time,this will pass away..u rock girl...
Hope all becomes fine at your end. Remember this phase is not permanent and it will pass.
Oh honey, I am so sorry! This post makes me so sad. I am very sorry about your diagnosis. :(
I hope you start feeling better soon. I understand what it is like to get in those slumps of depression. I'm in a little one myself right now.
Hugs! xoxo
Everything will be fine to u soon... I wish u should feel well soon..
Take care.
@everyone:-thanks for the support ladies. it means a lot to me. am trying to get out of the depression. hope I succeed soon. :)
I am sorry to hear that..Just don't strain yourself and take rest. And hey, a good excuse to let the hubs pamper you ;) And YOU ROCK!! :)
hey anju ... this is the first time i saw your this blog :(
you never told me about this space and see i have to leave a comment on this post :(
you are a strong gal and i know you will fight back honey :D :D
time flies and you will forget about this as well :D
love you loads
rash
Anju, Just saw this post. How are you feeling? You know what I go through the same phase sometimes, I don't feel like talking to anyone! But this is just a phase which will go away soon. But I'm glad you have a nice family & hubby to take care of you.
Keep smiling :))
@uzma:-thanks so much uzma. I am not physically well, so its affecting me mentally. I hope the whole thing just goes away one fine morning! :)
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